Feeling sorry/weepy for myself. ICK.

And as usual, I always manage to disappoint myself, sigh. Why even bother? Because a human must have an ambition to survive, to continue bettering themselves. If I just lived my day like the one just past, without anything to accomplish or look forward to, I think it’d be better if I just died…it’d be a hell of a lot easier.
I need to figure out five banners for the ads I’m posting on tbr pile, as well as finish transferring the synopsis for the untitled fantasy romance that still has no name. Not really sure if it’ll ever have a name, to be honest with you. I’ve been listening to a lot of symph metal and stuff and the titles are not really what I’d call to be particularly inspiring as far as book titles go. I’m typing this on the Acer, mostly because I love the big keyboard. Mind you, there are times when the smaller keyboard feels strangely nice because there’s not a whole lot of travel between the keys, but I am really sick of not hitting the shift button and ending up three lines above where I wanted to be, argh. But this computer is terrible with Windows 10, so I’m going to do what I should’ve done a long time ago and install Windows 7 on it. Windows 10 is just too slow on this cpu and I’m not sure how much better 7 will be, but at least I’ll be familiar with it. The lack of HD space is a little worrying, but I knew that was going to be an issue even when I bought the thing.
No class yesterday night. I failed to check my phone before I left, which would’ve allowed me to see the message from Mrs Zhou, so lesson learned is: always check phone right before I leave the house for anything.
Also, I need to remember to email Red. I really need guidance. I don’t know where to go from here. Well, the logical side of me knows what needs to happen: utilize all edits and then go on from there, but it’s a lot easier said than done.
Okay, so right now, I’m just going to focus on transferring the synop for the untitled fantasy novel. It’ll be interesting to see how quickly I can finish it, seeing as how it’s a freaking 10k synop and I really shouldn’t have any problems with writing it. It will be an experiment and I’m probably going to post up daily updates on my blog because god knows I have precious little to talk about, anyways.
Playing WoW now, mostly because I spent the money. I’ll probably just grab one more level and then call it a day. 2 levels a day isn’t bad. Maybe tomorrow I’ll get more, seeing as technically Friday’s the only day I don’t let myself worry about writing, so maybe I’ll grab 5 levels then 🙂